Single & Wishing I had a little one praying to a baby

Ciera

Recently I visited an OBGYN, that I will never go to again, and was told basically I need to try and get pregnant ASAP and oh yeah there is a fibroid that could possibly cause you not to have kids but the only way to know is to try... First of all let me start from the beginning when the doctor first walked in the room. He and his students dr walks in and he began the visit by saying congratulations you’re pregnant.. now me I went from being extremely cold waiting on him to come in to immediately hot all over my body.. for 10-15mins this man keep a straight face so I looked at the student nurse and asked her “Is he serious or is this a joke?” Because I just started having unprotected sex so there was a possibility. Only to find out he was joking. So they begin the exam and look and tell me you have a fibroid right here. I was like yes I know you told me in March they had shrunk and was 1cm. He then goes into you need to try and get pregnant you need to try and get pregnant.. But here is the thing, I’m single. The guy and I are friends I guess you can say friends with benefits idk he started off wanting to get to know me and was extremely interested in me and now he’s changed so idk.. This dating shit is exhausting.. I pray 🙏🏽God bless me to one day have a beautiful healthy pregnancy, child birth, and baby... I did tell my friend about what the dr said and he actually agreed with the dr that I need to try due to my age. Im 33years old and the dr is telling me in running out of time and I’m like WTF that’s not something I want to here. I trust Gods timing. God has the final say so. That doctor had me so anger with him I didn’t know if I should cry a river 😭😭and punch a brick 👊🏽I was just that upset🤬... Before I leave this earth I desire to have my own businesses, be a wife&mom, give back to community, and make my parents extremely proud and take care of them. I really want to be a mom and I promise to do my best God to be the best mommy and example for my kids..🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽