My parents are making my life so difficult 😔

I’m a senior in high school trying to figure out where to go to college. My dad only wants me to go to a Christian college, which would be fine as I am a Christian, except I didn’t take my SAT’s and most near me require them. My mom wants me to take them to keep the peace in the house so that my dad won’t flip out because he can be crazy and will block me out. I have a few colleges I want to check out but I can’t because it will start problems with my family. I’m so upset because I have no one to talk to about this. I try to talk to my mom but she just cares about my dad’s reaction. I don’t have a guidance counselor so I am doing this by myself. What should I do?