Finally going to share this.

I had my second miscarriage July 19th. It was so heartbreaking. I made a baby book of my baby I lost. Mostly just all of my pregnancy tests i’ve taken that pregnancy and my 1 and only ultrasound picture into a scrap book. I ended up getting my period a little less than a month later on August 13th...

Well on August 22nd which is National Rainbow baby day. I was looking for my charger that I have put in my trunk in my car. it was around 10 at night. I dumped my duffle bag of clothes out on my trunk because I haven’t gotten the chance to take them into my house yet and i threw my duffle bag to the side of my trunk. and something came flying out at me. I flipped it over and it was one of my old positive pregnancy tests. I was definitely shocked because I really thought I put all my tests in my scrap book.

I smiled and remember that it was National Rainbow baby day and maybe it was my sign that i’ll get my rainbow baby sometime soon, but also told myself not to think too much into it.

A little over a week later I decided to test and it was on a Monday and my test was negative... I just accepted it wasn’t my month.

But that same week on Friday was suppose to be my 12 week mark with my pregnancy I just lost. I was sobbing on my way home from work and remembered I had 1 more cheapie test from walmart sitting in my car just looking at me. I took it and peed on it with the thought it was going to be negative. I kid you not guys it was a positive. ALSO. I had an appointment that same day for my miscarriage. and that same day I got my positive.

I can’t explain the happiness in my heart when I called my doctor to cancel my appointment about my miscarriage and to schedule bloodwork. ♥️

My sign got thrown at me on National Rainbow baby day..

My blood work came back really good and my levels are rising amazingly. Yes i’m paranoid. and Yes i’m worried. but i’m trying to stay as positive and stress free as I can for my rainbow.

Also my due date for this baby is on my parents wedding anniversary. 🥰