Really hoping

So this year alone we have been through a mmc and a chemical followed by another chemical.... it’s been 3 months, with nothing. But this month. We started getting repeat faint tests, and then they began to darken. I’m still so scared it’s a chemical and I can’t get over my fear. I am exactly 4 weeks today.. just 4 weeks. And I’m testing like a crazy person.

Please tell me others have been this ball of stress in the beginning after losses and thy I’m not over exaggerating.

Haven’t even told my hubby we’re pregnant (I’ve known since Saturday) because he was so depressed after the last losses and I don’t think he can handle another loss .. 😭😭

I just need some love and reassurance, please 💜🥰😭🤰