I see why relationships get messed up...😞

I see why things happen the way they do in relationships. Honestly, ive been with my fiancé 5 years now... & he’s always been a workaholic kind of guy, and has huge goals. & I know all of it will be accomplished. I also know he wants me to be happy and good within life as well...

But at what expense?

We don’t spend much time together, he works two jobs and one is over night... we really only get Saturday together... & to him I shouldn’t complain bc we will be where he wants us to be soon... but he doesn’t get money is just money... a big house, lavish cars, cloths, etc... that stuff can be gone in a second... & when we look back we won’t even be able to say we spent some of the best times together. & he always says we will be able to do that once we are in the home of our dreams, etc etc...

Idk... maybe I’m complaining... maybe I don’t understand... he’s 30 I’m 25. I don’t go out, I don’t have any actual friends. I work 2 jobs and go to school. But I hate I’m home alone without him almost always, and we don’t ever spend much time... I mean we live in a paid off 2 bedroom condo, both have nice cars, both make good money, we are fixing the place up, we have a beautiful puppy, etc... but spend no time and it’s all about money and hitting goals for him and he thinks I should understand the sacrifice ... in which I do, I just want more time and I don’t think it’s much to ask... I don’t know, I’m depressed behind it and I just keep it in now... bc I’m just complaining in his eyes 😞😞😞