Suffering 😢😢😢

I'm glad to be growing my wonderful bundle of joy but besides that I feel like CRAP and ready for Feb to come. I've been nothing but sick. There has not been a day really where I'm feeling normal and I'm 21 weeks. Since I've been pregnant I suffered from hyperemesis, gag and acid reflex, and excessive saliva 😢. Stomach aches and all. No I'm not blaming my son. I know it's not his fault.. I have tried everything I could to feel better. 😢😢 all I can do is cry.