Epic fail

So I have a yeast infection (yay me ) & my midwife gave me a prescription for some cream to make it go away && mind you I haven't had sex since I was about 6 weeks pregnant & now I'm 31 so as im trying to insert the applicator tube that can't be any bigger than my pinky it hurt like a mf I could barely get it in! I swear it felt like I was losing my virginity all over again & to think I'm going to have to do this 2 more times :/ I don't even see how I'm going to be abke to push a baby out !! Anyway I just wanted to share that experience with someone because I have no one else to lol