Baby Fever!!!!!

Gahhhh my news feed on social media is FULL of pregnancy announcements!!!

I have two boys 18 months apart oldest is 3 other one will be 2 in October. I REALLY want another baby, so does my husband. It's just I want to loose weight and go back down to my pre pregnancy weight at least, I also want to eat healthy and actually plan for a baby before spontaneously getting pregnant.

Only issues I have is... Am I ready? I'm not sure if I am ready, how my boys will react?

We just got a great Pyrenees who's 4 months? Am I healthy enough to carry a healthy baby? Will my next baby have a heart defect (2nd boy has a VSD)

Last but not least.... we moved to the boonies I have to travel 2hrs to give birth.... And for the last few appointments getting switched over to an ObGyn..... with two kids (first bit can be done in the small town's hospital)

Also, I hemorrhaged with my first not my 2nd and I'm worried if I have another one I'll hemorrhage again.