Two false positives and a period

This is just a vent, to get it out of my head because it almost broke me today. I had two positives last week (thurs night and Friday am). I started to get excited, however the lines were faint so I went for a blood test Saturday. I couldn’t handle the stress and told my husband Sunday. Woke up this morning to a bloody mess (my period was suppose to be over a week ago). I hadn’t gotten my results from the blood test yet and thought I had miscarried. Found at 1pm my blood test was negative and both of my hpt were false positives. Bittersweet moment- glad I didn’t miscarry, but still have yet to conceive.