What would you think about

Item number one; Your SO doesn't trust you to fill out applications. He said he was going to drive me to places, (fast food,) and watch me full out applications because he knows one of them will call me back.

I mean seriously? He and I's relationship is what got me fired from the best job I've ever had in the first place and I have been doing at least 10 applications a week since I became unemployed. You're not my babysitter, you're supposed to be my boyfriend.

Item number two; Your SO suggesting you work at a place where his ex frequents.

Full story, he is the only one working currently, I had a string of bad luck with jobs because he and I worked together so I had to leave.

His ex has started horrible things between he and i, that he's cheating, that she'll leave her fiance for my SO, that she still loves him... and yet he wants me to work where I know I would come in direct contact with her and not be able to defend myself.

I know we need money but to me it seems like he is just asking for us to break up. Knowing I'd have to listen to her relentlessly go on and on about where and how they had sex...

I can't handle that. I really can't the thought had me shaking, ready to vomit, and wanting to hurt because he doesn't think it's a big deal and I can, "just step in the back." When I caught him deleting texts from her and he admitted she told him she wanted him back after they hung out alone together.

I don't think I'm over reacting, do you?

I don't even want to sleep in the same house as him, let alone bed.