So much anxiety

So this is my third pregnancy and I’m so anxious about little things she sometimes doesn’t move at her usually times and I freak out I’m just terrified something will happen to her and I won’t realise I’ve had pregnancy losses before so I know that’s where some of my anxiety comes from but I honestly don’t think I’ll be relaxed till she’s born crying and being giving the all clear for her health check my kids are my actual world and it terrifies me I can’t keep a eye on her as obviously she’s in my womb haha I love being pregnant but god the stress that comes with it is horrible my next scan is a private HD live scan at 25 weeks and 5 days and it couldn’t come sooner