My bf and I have been dating a solid 9 months now and of course we’ve had fights here and there and we got over them, but for a good 4 months we had none and we’ve been so happy, until yesterday. We were FaceTiming and talking about us and how much we love each other, when I playfully asked him if he thought I was beautiful. He said “you’re cute as a button” and I said “you said cute, I asked if I’m beautiful, am I not?!” And he said “no you’re not beautiful, but you’re super duper cute” and I responded “so I’m ugly?” And he said “yah but you’re super cute”. (Please keep in mind that this convo wasn’t taken so seriously, it was us joking and messing around, we have fun by making fun of each other and to others it might sound so rude but that’s just us! I tease him about how ugly and hairy he is and stuff but it’s all with love.) We laughed and ended the FaceTime. As I went to bed though, what he said came back to mind and I really kept thinking that he actually meant it and that I actually am ugly to him and not beautiful. What bothers me is, isn’t it that no matter what a girl, guy, person has, their SO is always going to think they’re beautiful?! I mean that’s why they love them isn’t it? Isn’t that how my bf should be? Is he just saying I’m cute and wasting my time while waiting for a “beautiful” girl to come by? Like what?? Am I just a filler for his loneliness or something?? Or is he just joking and messing with me and my head?? Before in the beginning of our relationship, about a month or 2 in, he would say “look at my beautiful gf” or “my babe is so hot in all black” or “I love that cute smile of yours” and stuff on my ig posts. He kinda stopped saying that and instead moved to saying all those kinds of lovey things to me instead of publicly, which I didn’t mind cause it felt more intimate, but my messed up brain is having me think he doesn’t think I’m beautiful anymore or something?! Is something wrong with me and my head?? I iust got off my period so I’m hormonal, horny (sorry probably tmi), having cravings, bloated, and have a bad case of the flu. Could I just be looking for something to fight about after not fighting at all for so long? I know he isn’t cheating cause he would never do that, his pride would never let him go behind my back and do that before telling me so I know for sure he isn’t. But am I just overthinking everything and just so hormonal? Or am I really not beautiful to him and what should I do? I’m just so confused, and I’m so sorry this post is so long. I just need to vent cause I’m just crying now at my confusion~