Second Trimester Blues Anyone?? 😰

So I’m currently 16w+5d.

Previously we had a miscarriage and this baby finally stuck! We have gone through so much in the last 16 weeks though. I had a subchorionic hemorrhage and was on bedrest for 3 weeks and then shortly after I was able to return to work I was in a car accident. I’ve had multiple ultrasounds since then and baby was doing great. We found out last Wednesday at 15w+3d that we were having a little baby girl.

Recently, the last two nights I’ve had nightmares that we were miscarrying. I have not had any symptoms of miscarriage. No bleeding, no cramping, nothing. Just back pain. And I know I’m hormonal and possibly overreacting.

However, I have not had ONE symptom this entire pregnancy. No sickness, not really cravings. I stay hydrated so I do pee often but not any more than I used to. And I haven’t felt her move yet. I felt flutters a couple weeks ago but nothing since.

Like I said, a week ago she was alive and happy. But I just am questioning my feelings now.

Someone tell me I’m not alone! Does anyone else have nightmares they’re going to lose their baby? I’m at work and I cannot stop crying in my office. I wish I had some kind of symptom or sign that would tell me she’s ok in there!!!