Giving head while TTC🙄🤷🏼‍♀️

So my hubby and I were getting pretty heated with this new warming lube (SOOOO good, gotta truly if you haven’t 😛) and I was on top ah he got a little soft so I started giving him head. We were 69’ing and I could tell he was close.. he ended up orgasming and i can’t help but have this kinds bummed feeling of him not actually cuming inside we cause we ARE trying to conceive. I know it sounds selfish just needed to vent 😅 anyone else have this happen???