First ultrasound

My LMP was 8/4, I was supposed to be 8wks. Had my first appointment today... no heartbeat.... and the gestational sac was measuring 6 wks. The nurse was horrible and just casually said it could be that I just didn't conceive when I thought or that it could be ectopic. Just no care or compassion at all. We did blood work today and I go back Thursday for more to rule out a miscarriage.

I feel so devastated right now! I can't stop crying. I don't want to even see anyone, much less talk to them.

And to top it all off... I got home and I'm spotting now. Idk if it's just from the pap or what. My mind is going to the worst.

This is going to be a really long hard week.