Sex..

Ladies, I’m posting this anonymously because I don’t know what responses I’ll get.

I’m 16 and this is my second time having sex. I was 15 when I lost my virginity to an 18 year old. I was pressured into it.

I’ve been with an amazing guy for a couple of months now, and we both decided yesterday that we were ready for sex. We’re closer in age also, he’s 17. It was amazing. We did not use a condom, however I am on birth control and he pulled out.

We haven’t told any of our friends or parents. I am so scared though, and I feel bad because my parents have always told me sex is specifically for marriage.

Are all these emotions normal?