Seeing things after a MC

FarmWife 🌾 • 2015 👧🏼 2017 👼🏼👼🏼 2018 👧🏼 🌈 2020 👶🏼

In 2017 I lost two babies early on. Each day the miscarriage started I seen a Blue Jay. This Blue Jay still visits my front yard once in awhile. Always making the biggest squawk so I am sure to see it. — Maybe just my imagination, but I truly think the two babies lost were boys due to the bird being blue.. Melts my heart every time I see the bird. Anyone else have something similar happen to them after a loss!? I’d love to hear!