Vbac or not ?

I went in for my monthly check up doctor told me I could be eligible for a vbac and told me the risks . His confident in what he does and told me that if he knew if it was going to harm me or the baby he wouldn’t recommend it . My questions is I’m going back in fourth if I want one . I told him yes but of course I can change my mind later on . The thing is my baby’s are going to be shy a year apart from each other so I’m worried for a rupture . I just don’t know what to do I’m feeling so stressed over this and making the right decision. I need advice , how many have you or know people who have had successful vbacs so close together ? Or if you were in my shoes what would you do ?