It's been 3 months

I think of my baby everyday and miss him/her like none other. I still have waves of greif. The only that gets me through all this is God. I know my baby is safe with Him and He is getting me through this. I don't understand why but that's ok. I never will and that's ok. It's ok to greave and long for my baby. I just that God has s plan for all this and I'm praying for a healthy rainbow baby soon. Hugs for all you moms who are going through all of this too.