Confused

My ex has been hitting me up almost every day for the past week. He’s been begging me to come hang out for the smallest reasons without actually saying I want to see you. I’ve been going because I’m an idiot and still in love with him. When we were breaking up he blocked me on instagram because he just hated me so much for no reason. Well today, I was scrolling through & he unblocked me because he was on my explore page. I know I deserve so much better than him but love hurts. I didn’t contact him the whole time after we broke up trying to be strong & now I’m just getting weak for him again.