😔 I should be bursting of happiness 😓

So I had a miscarriage the 25th July (MMC D&c no heartbeat 😓), at the end of August I had a chemical which it was just after my normal first period after the d&c, then today 6th of October finally got the positive with my September period... I started to get nervous as I started to think that the progress is going slow.. My husband doesn't think that but after miscarriages your anxiety ckicks harder, what do you think about the progress!!!

😕🙄 praying for this baby to stick.. To develop accordingly and to stay with this family that is waiting for him/her with all our hearts!!! I would love to be happy but I'm so scared 💔😔Pray for us 🙏🏼