Never there for me

hate that I have come here to rant but I'm so pissed of my it's so hard to speak to my partner about how I'm feeling because he seriously doesn't give a shit.

I feel so horrible about my self I feel fat I feel ugly and I don't feel good enough anymore and I try to talk to my partner about it and he just ignores me and pretends he's asleep. Like do I mean that little to you.

I'm always there for him and he's never there for me.

He doesn't even want to come to bed with me anymore

I know he's not cheating but I feel like there's something missing in me that he wants and I don't have

I feel like just ending things and moving on with my life

I would do anything for this man but it's not the same for him anymore

Things really do change when you have kids

I feel so lonely wish I had some one to talk to and cuddle with.