First night away from my baby

Currently admitted to the hospital with gallstones pancreatitis waiting for my liver enzymes to go down before they can do surgery.. could be a couple days

My baby isn’t allowed to come see me because she hasn’t had her shots yet she’s only 6 weeks & too much germs here. They won’t allow her to stay with me or visit

I’m just lost I feel so sad I can’t stop crying

I’m just pumping in an empty hospital room

Just wish I was at home holding my little girl 😭😭

I have no family to help so my boyfriend is home alone with her & he’s never been alone more than 2 hours I just hope he’s patient with her crying & to top it off I have no prepumped milk so she’s just on formula for now. I hope she still takes to my boob and milk when I get home.

Just had to tell somebody I don’t have anyone to vent too besides these hospital walls