I wanna have sex

I wanna have sex sooo bad. I never have but lately I’ve been feeling like my body needs it. I play with myself sometimes and it gets better and better with time but I really just want a man in my life who can give me amazing sex. I’m sooo bad with relationships tho and I am wayyy too picky when it comes to guys and I know this. I just need to overcome it. Like I don’t even know what I’d tell a guy! I know I want someone who’s gonna love me and commit before I sleep with him and I just feel like most guys aren’t down for that these days.... Any help? 🤷🏻‍♀️😭