Sex advice please

Hey there!

Well, I was virgin until I started make out with my boyfriend who was my first love since I was 14.

Somehow we never got the chance to be together until now (we are in our 27 years) so, I never got experience but he did 🙄😂 anyways my problem is that I’m still innocent+shy. Let me explain to you, even tho I’m horny and I want to have some really good sex I’m afraid or shy to tell him, so if he wouldn’t be horny or star it , we are not having sex. Which sucks because sometimes I want it and I don’t know how to express my body to let him now.

I wanna know how to be sexy or initiative with this please some help. (Fact: we are living together, so it’s not that we don’t see each other everyday).