Would you be angry?? Is it just me??

So I’ve just had a baby who’s now 2 months old, I’m finding it hard to get out and go shopping due to lack of confidence plus money’s really low at the moment, anyway my boyfriend the child’s father can see I’m struggling he can see the fridge empty but he dosent give me a penny towards anything yet he expects me to cook his meals and buy everything, I’m getting so upset over this! He talks to me like shit he never takes us anywhere, he asked me if I’d buy him something fir £200 and he said he would give me some money towards it but I said I haven’t got that money sorry, ever since I said no he’s been really nasty and treating me even worse, he’s got money so why can’t he help me with house bills, food etc I’m thinking I definitely don’t need him but I love him and been together for a long time! Give up 😴

He don’t help with the baby much he never does night feeds he’s just always snoring his head off I’m knackered