I’m out...again.

After three months of TTC, I started another period today. I’m so discouraged and heartbroken. I have been obsessing over TTC so much that it has consumed me and my emotions. Instead of having a “What is God teaching me?” mentality, I keep thinking “Why is this happening to me?” I got pregnant with my son by barely trying, so being a natural control freak and trying everything and not getting pregnant is hard.

For the last three cycles, I’ve had spotting at 5 DPO for two days, then more spotting at 10 DPO. I sent a message to my OB/GYN’s office about my concerns, and hopefully I’ll get some answers soon.

Love and prayers to you all 💕