Freaking out!

I have my second appointment, 1st with regular OB, on Wednesday. I'll be 9wks 3 days. Last appointment with RE was 6wk 3 days. I've started feeling less and less pregnant. Boobs have shrunk, still sore and heavy at times, way less bloating. Light cramping here and there, the whole pregnancy, and I had nausea a handful of days and that's it.

I know I'm being ridiculous. It's just impossible to relax and and enjoy the pregnancy right now. So worried since we had a chemical in July.

It doesn't help I've been working 50+hrs a week and and crazy emotional!