anal questions

Recently sorta decided I love touching my asshole but it's super weird... and gross sometimes... and it can be very painful! how did you (if at all) make it an enjoyable experience?

I'm posting in sex plantations because I feel it appies to majorly people who have anal sex but also people who pleasure themselves that way? maybe lol?

I always thought I would hate it lol

I just want it to be a good thing