💔miscarriage sucks

It's been 2 weeks since my traumatic ER visit but it's not getting any easier. No one I know has been through this so it's really hard that I have no friends/family that can relate to how I feel. I understand that people don't really know what to say about it or if they even should say anything.. So it's feels like it's just getting shoved under the rug My SO seems okay but he'd rather not talk about it. I have isolated myself because I just feel like the big elephant in the room when I'm out with people and it's hard to put on a fake happy face at the moment.