Should I feel bad ?

For almost a year I’ve been working at this bar in dc . Which is like a dive but with 5 star food . I love the environment but make sub par money. But I work 5 days a week and I eat for free and love my schedule . Which means I don’t have to spend money on groceries. Which really really helps finances. So it’s a plus for me. But my boss sucks as a boss . This weekend the biggest Weekend in dc . The World Series & it was the nightmare on M street Halloween bar crawl . So if your a bartender or sever this is the stuff you live for . But my boss is a shitty boss . Of all weekends we lose our liquor license. Why idk ? He’s never honest . He dropped the ball because it expired. Anyway I’ve missed 4 days of work because of this . The food is great but when they see we don’t have liquor they leave . I picked up a shift at a night club next door & made $1k. They want me to come back . And want me to make a schedule. I don’t really want to leave my current job but like my boss is unorganized how do you let this happen ? My co worker who had been there for 15 years quit this weekend too for a fine dining restaurant which gives her a 401 k and benefits. With a salary of 100k . I’m also considering leaving but I feel so bad. But also my boss fucked us . He keeps saying he’s getting the liquor license back Monday but I feel like it really shows how he runs business.

Also im 27 in the youngest Person in my job and the customers are like old . I miss working and being w younger people. Idk I’m so 🤷🏽‍♀️ confused