I want to stop

But I can’t stop thinking bout random stuff while my partner goes down town on me. I think of other people. People we don’t even know. Just like from movies.. I haven’t been honest yet and I should be. But I want to listen to lusty movies. Not necessarily watch them. But I do think of someone behind my lover going to town w their mouth.

I would like to seek help as a couple or me alone, cause I can’t orgasm without these bad habits.