Still finding it hard to believe....

This all feels like a dream, I found out I was pregnant Thursday night and I just still couldn’t fully believe it so I took the last frer in my box and today the test line was soooo dark it took almost all the dye from the control line....the line progression is real so I guess this is really happening....I’ve never been so happy yet soooo terrified at the same time. I had and ectopic in January of this year and would’ve gotten pregnant around this same time last year. I had no idea I was pregnant then so when the pain started I just endured it for way too long, btw time I found out I was days away from feeling the worst pain of my life, almost passing out and having my boyfriend rush me to the hospital where I was then taken to surgery immediately where the pregnancy along with one of my tubes was removed because it had been ruptured so badly. I never thought I would get pregnant so soon and I’m just so on edge until I have an ultrasound and can confirm the baby is indeed in my uterus. Deep down I feel like everything is ok and happening just as it was meant to....i can’t wait to be ur mommy lil baby!! 😘😘😘👶🏽🤰🏽