Emetophobia Help

I’ve had emetophobia for as long as I can remember. It has controlled every aspect of my life. I’ve never drank alcohol or been on a plane because of this very unrealistic fear. I’ve put off pregnancy for far too long out of fear of morning sickness, and I now only have a few years left to even try to get pregnant. I’m not afraid of my little one ever being sick or anything like that, it’s just me that I am so deeply afraid of. Are there any other emets in here that are afraid of vomiting that still went on to have a successful pregnancy? Any advice you can give? Please no insensitive comments. I understand that this is an “odd” phobia so if you don’t understand it, I totally get that but kindly just scroll past my post. I’ve dealt with shame and embarrassment enough with this phobia.