Hating University (advice please 😪)

Well i am studying interior design and literally it has been the worst moment of my life

I have bad grades in almost all the subjects, i pass but i dont have the grades that i would like to have they are very low and i put all my effort on them but is not enough

Today i see My schedule and all this time i was having english classes and i havent even gone to one because at the beginning of the semester i saw my schedule and i didnt have english and now i am failing a class

i am really stessed because i feel i am failing at everything and Maybe this is not for me, and i am really sad that i dont want to come to university ever again, i want to dropped out

I feel that whatever I do i will have bad grades and have a bad time, for me university is not like people tell you that is fun that you have friends and go to parties, is worst than i thought