bisexual

so im in a relationship with a male and i want to experience sexual acts with a female. i tried to ask my boyfriend how he would feel about that, and he shut it down right away. i know people think differently and see everything different but i do feel that I should be able to experiment without having to loose someone I love. I do love him and this relationship is sort of new. He continued to say that if I tried anything with a girl that it would end our relationship and I would have cheated on him. How else could I explain how I feel and what I want to do. I’m young and I want to try new things before settling. Yes in some eyes I might sound crazy and stupid. But in others I might just sound curious.

p.s. im just in my head and it’s late so you guys know how that goes. my mind is everywhere and kissing a girl just sounds so soft and innocent.