Hormones!!!

Ahhh I’m 29 1/2 weeks. I’ve been so damn emotional lately. Not angry or depressed but I cry over everything!! Songs or movies about love, children, or anything family wise gets me to start bawling my eyes out. My boyfriend is gone for the week and I didn’t talk to him for four hours (In my pregnant mind it felt like four days) . So I called him to say goodnight and we caught up on our afternoon and what he was doing (he’s three hours behind me right now). He told me he was getting pizza with his friends and then they were heading home. He said his friends wanted to go out and drink, but he felt he was dragging them down because he didn’t want to. He’s just tired and can’t keep up with that scene anymore. I immediately felt sorry for him ( yet he was completely fine and his friends understood and laughed with him about his dad vibes lol), but I for god knows what reason got upset? And then I told him my plans for tomorrow and how I was gonna go to bed soon and he said “okay babe I love you” and I start BAWLING because how much I love him too and miss him. I cut the convo short because I didn’t want him to poke fun at me for crying for nothing. Lol I could barely breathe after we hung up, I just miss him so much and love him so much. I swear my hormones are SKY ROCKETING by the day!!! I’m now sitting here laughing at myself alone for being so silly. I’m not sad, not upset, but just genuinely happy and love my boyfriend so much that I feel I have no option other than to cry. His voice just kills me. My tears just start flowing without warning. It’s insane! Sorry for the rant I’m just so baffled at these hormones and how emotional I am!