Has anybody else felt this???

So on October 3rd of 2019 I gave birth to my son due to having an incompetent cervix and getting an infection at 21weeks I gave birth to him... Has anyone else even after loosing your child still have a strong urge to nest even though you know that your baby is no longer inside you and your not able to bring them home? It really hurts seeing others pregnant and them complaining about the most mundane things... I have snapped once at someone on one of my really bad days saying ‘at least your still pregnant... I would do anything right now to still be pregnant...”

Has anyone else been though anything like this, or am I the only one???