Getting more comfortable

Hi ladies I need help, in all of my past relationships I’ve just never been fully comfortable with myself (naked) when it comes to intimacy. My last relationship after about a year and two months I started to get a little comfortable.

I’m always afraid my partner isn’t going to like what he sees.

After I had my daughter I actually got hemorrhoids I believe it’s what it’s called? From pushing during deliver and that made everything worse. I’m not comfortable doing Doggystyle , 69 none of that.

I am now in a new relationship 5 months in and I’m so scared, I don’t take initiative when it comes to sex. It’s crazy because when people meet me im so confident but when it comes to intimacy I freeze and so insecure.

I WANT to get better with this, my partner he’s been the best one I’ve been with. So genuine, kind & calm. I’m so nervous when I have sex with him and shy where in all honesty I want to rip his clothes aloft and get on top of him.

Does anyone know how I can build my confidence in bed? Thanks ladies.