I just want my rainbow baby.

As my due date for my twins who I misscarried in April gets closer and I still am not pregnant my heart just hurts. 
I'm 10dpo with AF due on Wednesday or Thursday .... I have a feeling I'm out (again) and it's killing me. 
I so badly want to test and see those two lines... It's been 6 months (that's how long it took the first time) and still nothing. 
I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot, but gosh darn it. My heart hurts. 

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