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so i broke up with my boyfriend today because he has severe anger issues he takes out on me. he has never hit me, but i’m scared when he does it. i told him i will give him a second chance if he changes bc he really is a sweet person, i just can’t be in the relationship anymore.

i went to talk to my best friend after it happened. we had a really nice night and i ended up kissing him. i feel so awful but i don’t know what to do any advice?