Afraid to tell anyone 🌈

I told my husband I was going to test this morning. It’s been 13 days since I took a test. Something felt off. We had a chemical September 23rd and I haven’t had a period since.

I am terrified.

How do I get excited when I am so scared to go through those emotions again?

We’ve wanted this so bad but I feel like our chemical stole any joy a positive test would give us.

Trying to relax and enjoy the ride. God knows our plan.

Praying for a sticky baby and that everyone on this app gets their own 🌈 or bfp

(And yes I took these all today because I just needed to make sure 😬)

Update!

I took another test 5 days later for some extra peace of mind. It’s the top test.