Hcg levels

I found out Friday in the er I was pregnant. My hcg count was 33.1. I’m 5 weeks and a few days. I had gone in for abdominal pain, throwing up, and nausea. They’re sending me tomorrow for more blood to get another count.

Anyways, I’m going crazy. We’ve been trying for two years. And I can’t help but he really negative and feel like this isn’t a viable pregnancy.

With my first i didn’t find out till 15 weeks. So this whole hcg level checking and waiting is new to me. And I’m a mess. I took an at home digital test this morning that said not pregnant 🥺

So I guess any one with any sort of advice, or something to give me hope. Or similar situations, and the outcome. Please reach out.