Emotional rant

My husband and I spent a lot of money ourselves on the necessities for our daughter. This is our first and we weren’t able to have a baby shower due to him being in the military. Our baby girl is due December 8th. We don’t have everything for our daughter just the main necessities, besides the drawers for her dresser. I’ve been crying for two days because I know labor is approaching soon since I have back contractions and abdominal pain, along with lightning crotch. It’s just scaring me her room won’t be organized and all her hand-me-down clothes will just be scattered in a tub my husband doesn’t use.

Sorry for the rant.