Help please !!

Annie

In January 2018 we lost our beautiful baby girl at birth. We only decided to start trying again in May this year and I am freaking out as I have PCOS and my cycles are extremely long at 35 days i randomly tested yesterday and today I don’t know why and these are the results am I going mental or are they positive ? I don’t know how I feel I’m so emotional right now but AF is not due for two weeks yet! Is this real?