to some, this is silly. it is just simply a long sleeve gray onesie with a train on it.

who cares. I care.....but should i?

my dad is an addict. drugs and alcohol my entire life. I am 27, and he is no longer in my life. I have not seen or heard from him in over 3 years. he doesnt know I am married, and he doesnt know I have an 8 month old little boy.

I struggle with this greatly. I wish it could be different.

my aunt gave me a ton of clothes, ranging from 0-12 months, when my son was born. so I'm going through clothes, picking out all the 9 month clothes to bring into the bedroom, and found this. I've never seen it before. and I'm struggling with, should I put this on my baby or not.

my father was a train engineer when I was little. he did it for a long time before the addiction took over and he lost his job. but trains played a big part of my childhood.

i think I'm going to be strong and let him wear it. but what would you do? ban all things train related just because it might spark your memory and make you a little sad? seems a little silly thinking about it now...