I’m upset(TMI)

So my boyfriend and I are long distance, and he’s coming in two weeks. He fingers me when we see each other but he thinks periods are gross and won’t touch me if I’m not it, but it says I’m going to be on it while he’s here. I’m genuinely so upset I’m ovulating right now and I’ve been so incredibly horny so this sucks. He wants to have sex but I’m not sure if I’m ready, and I highly doubt he’ll want to do anything if I’m on my period. I’ve never been more upset.