So emotional rant

D β€’ mother of 3 boys πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™ 3 angel babies πŸ‘Ό trying for a baby girl πŸ’“πŸ’“

I had my 3rd miscarriage in September and I still have hcg in my system. My other losses have never taken this long and it is seriously messing with my emotions. At times I regret having my reversal done but I'm feeling like I'll never get to have another child and it kills me inside.