Advice on my 3 year teenage relationship :(

I’m moving away to the other side of the world for college in 5 months time. My Boyfriend is staying. Things have been going well, but of course we’ve had mishaps (like him doing shit behind my back) but he’s made up for it all now. He’s my first Boyfriend and my first for EVERYTHING (holding hands, hugging, kissing and sex, lame as hell I know).

I just feel like we should part ways? Because we’re both so young (17&18) and have so much ahead of us. But at the same time I feel like I can’t. Because I’m so attached to him.

Our careers are completely different too. I just can’t seem to find the will in me to actual end this relationship :( I feel like we’re sizzling out and it fkin sucks.

He’s great. He really is. I just don’t think we are great as Boyfriend and Girlfriend but rather friends?? Ahhh i dont know. I really don’t fucking know. Has anyone been in the same situation as me before?? If so please give me some advice 😭

PS: he’s a crybaby, doesn’t have many friends and gets sad extremely easily. That’s what makes it extra hard to talk to him about this shit.