I’m out! 😖

I had all the symptoms including being 5 days late. Thought today was the day to take a test. I was sure I was pregs. Walked into the bathroom got out the test, with the biggest smile on my face... only to find out that AF showed up! My heart broke. I’ve been nauseous all day. Haven’t been able to eat. Told my husband I was done. Ready to throw in the towel. He talked me off the ledge and said it just isn’t our time, but although he’s super supportive and the best human I know, I still can’t help but think what if it’s never our time? Not to mention I feel like everyone around us is announcing they are pregnant. I’m so happy for them, Just really feeling lousy and defeated. 😖😖😖 anybody else feeling like this?